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原文: https://www.facebook.com/LoLbigfatlp/posts/507862152570471

hello peepzorz, figured id post this here and educate errone and fans of
clg/myself. so its nice & clear and no confusion or weird theories some nagas
may randomly dream up of l0L (((this shit is p long i think? i wouldnt read
it thru if i saw a wall of text myself gg gl)))

The news: I es now a sub for clg!! 8D

For a long time come i have always felt the uncomfortableness when playing
team games and or especially tournament games (even games i do really well
and carry i still just don't feel the 'right' floW).

There are definitely a lot of shit talkers out there trying to piss pro
players off all the time, but they are usually not the people that can get to
someone like me (just makes me annoyed thats all most of the time). Most of
this unwanted feeling i feel really stems from long terms of increasingly
snowballing decreasing faith in me from my teammembaz.

Not just past month or two something like that, but for a really long time.
These 'snowballing decreasing faith' shit i call it is a common enemy for le
hotshotgG also! Often the sole reason why there would be huge ass level 10
arguements and rageshotgg/argueshotgg in the past loL and recent too obv. But
i actually feel its not too bad to actually get it out of urself like hotshot
cries about it for hours at times and often brings it back up at different
times again too l0l. For i have just tried to focus on my own game for a long
time ignoring what they say, but when i go in scrims i still end up focusing
pretty hard on what people think rather then playing the game and making my
own plays and coordinating with team.

Not really their fault tho its just how the jiji brain functions prob l0l
(Their human and its just how humans respond to things), and it just kind of
snowballed ever since long time ago i guess! pretty damn hard to improve i
have always felt for the longest time ~_~. Ever since i played Dota back in
the day my confidence level is fcking god almighty high, higher than
doublelift by 2x+ ez for the longest time and into season 1 too l0l.
confidence/faith/trust really is something for a player like myself, too bad
i lost most of it and started playing halfassedly stucked in the same area of
problems for zeeeh long time.

,,,l0l this shit is really getting long, end of news story is even if they
didn't decide to give link the starter position i feel like i wouldve wanted
to let him have it because of the above reasons and uncomfortableness (I DONT
THINK lINk is MUCH BETTER THAN ME THO JUST FYI GGl0l *i still have that much
confidence huehue*)

So fans of myself i will be entering relax streaming training myself
entertain u mode, expect more streams and more kitties and more talking to u
nagas l0!L

ps; I have also been asked to be the coach for CLG and move in (Yes, if i was
a starter for s3 i agreed to move in also). I think i can really help them
get into shape and stop slacking so hard. However i feel like atm its too
hard and annoying to command these silly wild cray nagas to do their tasks
properly currently, maybe a later date huehue

pps; donations welcome from now onl0l! since i will not have any realreal
salary as a sub and rely on streaming (own3d tuff teehee) for awhile to feed
dem kitticats 8D while i relax and turn on the entertainer training mode! no
idea how to post a button on facebook gg and own3d 2 hard,
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7L73AHVXD8D86
LOL HTML THINGS HOW U WORK??

*Never forget*: 2011-10-05 IEM Guangzhou grand finals day died to a GP gank
with misaya on annie, then got ganked few more times then annie snowball into
oblivion.

badTLDR: off to poon yoloq noobs and maybe make a ranked 5s team for fun from
yoloq'ers and scrim LCS teams for fun.

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